Become successful in every way. Leave this earth a better place for my daughter. I want her to believe in herself. I want her to know how special she is... that she can be anything she wants to be. I want her to be happy.

[If I don't make it... I at least just want her to know this.]

The single greatest moment of my life: My daughter telling me "Daddy, hold my hand."

I'll never let go.


*****NEW STUFF******

I really miss my daughter. But I'm glad she's living with a family that really cares about her. She get's to travel the states! She get's to experience things I never had with my parents.

Does it really matter what happens to me? No. There are no hard feelings or resentment anywhere. There never was. I'm mature enough to understand my mistakes and were I've wronged so many people. I've caused everything I see in my life today, the good and the bad. More good than bad, I'm happy to report. I've finally found the peace I was looking for so many years. Is this the end or just the beginning?

I pray daily for those who've I've wronged and feel I would glady die and sacrifice myself so they can enjoy life. Why? Because I already enjoy life, despite my current situation with my daughter (or any other situation for that matter). I've learned to keep strong for her and to never give up. I have a lot of love to give now. Thank you for that.

I'll spend part of my life in righting so many wrongs. But I have to do it alone. I hope you understand.

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